26/08/06
I miss my guitar. I always stupidly leave it in my dressing room and then wish I had it when I get back to my room. I have a load of old song ideas on my computer and now I really want to make them into proper songs.
Fuck, there's a whole album's worth...Some of them are pretty crap though.
I think I might write a story about a worm called Alan Pendlebury.
That was the name of a man my mum used to work with. He had a comb-over and lived in a caravan.
I just watched 'Happiness'. I enjoyed it, but it's pretty sick.
I find it strange that you never see your own face - you only ever see a reflection in a mirror (or a video), not the real thing. Sometimes I don't feel like I'm real... I suppose because I am the centre of my own universe (I don't mean that I'm self-obsessed; I mean that I can only ever know my own consciousness) the people around me are the "real" things in my world - and I am just the voice inside my head and a picture in a mirror.
Jesus, I'm starting to sound insane.
I'm not, by the way.
Well, maybe a bit. But everyone is a bit. It just depends how much you admit it. I'm quite happy.
I keep writing things and then deleting them. I don't think a blog is the best format for all of my thoughts. I'm worrying too much about who might read it...the whole point of a blog is to be honest, but at the moment I'm thinking about sex and it's probably not best to write about that.
Shit, it's 3.30. So much for my early night.
I just made another cup of tea. I wish I could invent a turbo-charging sleep machine that compressed your sleeping power so you only needed half an hour a night. There's too much to do and too little time.
I'm winning on the number of posts on the Fringe blogs.
Does that make me the winner
Or a massive loser?
Here's a list of my top five favourite things, in order:
The boy
Music
Literature
Quirky films
Dancing
See you later weirdos x
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